INTEGRATION
on a thursday
integrate the impressions
the goals
with the actions
the right action
or the right surrender
surrendering
being
being pure
being the highest me
being true
true to my goals
being authentic
being honest
being kind
i am not willing
I am too rigid
I am inflexible
I am rushed
I am on the flight
I am scared
of keeping living in my home
I am scared
of pausing
I am scared of saying no
I am scared of canceling
I am scared of being unsafe
I am sure
I am strategical
I am in denial
I am reflecting
I am goal oriented
I am wanting too much
I am taking too much risk
I am confused
I am sure of my heart
I am getting it
I am understanding it
I am almost there
I am experiencing
I am feeling
the energy of lies
lieful energy bowling inside
not pure
but me now
this is me here
this is me pushing
pushing against the tide
not allright
too much tension
too much disgust
too much judgment
where is the joy?
is the joy to be found in rest?
can I still rest?
can I pivot?
Can I surrender?
Can I work relaxed?
Can I trust?
Will I retrust
will I return?
will I speak up?
will I discern?
Yes, I listened
I understood
I respected
I was flexible
I honoured my values
INTEGRATION