loving darkness
healing darkness
stay with me
stay here
Consoling darkness
do not go
I am here appreciating
I am here enjoying
I am here restoring
working on my pain
Feeling my pain
almost there
digging for it
Comforting darkness
your peace is appreciated
the quiet time makes me calm
is it not your calm that I crave?
Darkness, I am not ready
am I ready?
How can I deal with this light?
How can I shine in this light?
Thank you darkness
for giving me space
for letting me be
for letting me feel
that winter is scarce
that winter is necessary
that I love winter
that all is temporary
so is my fear
lovely darkness
healing darkness
stay near
my calming friend
stay here
stay at my side
alleviating darkness
you are valued
you are comforting
stay longer
so I do not have to finish the digging
the digging of things
so hard to share
so hard to admit
so hard to keep in
will it be easier to take them out
is it even easier to take them into the light
is it time?
is it everything as it is supposed to be?
Is it time for light?